Lifez

Poem

2009-08-30T00:22:00.012+08:00

I came across this poem recently and its a great reminder for every
one of us. Just take a moment to read it.

Hope

When all hope seems to fade
You don't even want to start the day
Think of everything you've been through
Everything you've done

You got through all these things
And still you managed to smile
Know that it is you who set your path
Even if you don't know which way it lies

That is the time to be still and listen
Listen to your inner voice
It will tell you what to do
Will never let you down

So be happy as you go about your day
Do not look back
Do not look forward
Enjoy the moment you are in

We are never given more than we can cope with
So have faith that you'll get through
Guides, angels and loved ones
Never far away!
So never feel alone

Every step you take in life
They are just a step behind
Be still for a moment and feel them
Their tender touch, a breath of wind

by Carol Murphy

Accepting ideas of others

2009-06-04T13:37:00.010+08:00

Well, look at the quote above and take a moment to think about it. Many of times, we want others to follow the things that are done our way. We tend to think that our ways are always right while others aren't. But then again, it's good to receive other people's opinion because our opinions are just a small part of the big picture. By receiving and accepting other people's idea, we get to see another perspective of it. I mean hey! If you can't accept ideas from others, what makes you think that others can accept yours?

Yes, we may not be able to accept certain ideas but do respect it. Especially when it comes to sensitive issues, do think first whether would it benefit others. Everyone has their own point of view, so therefore instead of trying to change people's perception , we should try to accept it as it is. It doesn't kill to do so , does it? I agree that it is hard to do so at times but we just have to set our ego aside.

Despite accepting other people's idea, we have to reason it out sometimes. And sometimes, certain things are unexplainable. And if you find it difficult to accept ideas from others, please refrain for making fun or discriminating it. It doesn't show that your idea is better. But then again, it depends on the situation whether is it school, work, religion or family matter.

There can be many different methods on getting or achieving something. Take examinations for example. Some people find it easier to study alone and others might prefer to study in a group or go for tuition. It doesn't mean everyone has to stick to one way to pass the examination and it also doesn't mean that studying in a group is better than studying alone. It varies among individuals.

And the great thing is that when we're open to other ideas, we gain more knowledge and wisdom. In the end, it really doesn't kill us to accept ideas from others.

Being true to yourself

2009-03-29T15:37:00.008+08:00

Most of the time, we put on a mask just to fit in with others. And it became such a habit that we forget to be who we truly are. Sometimes, we think by putting a mask it helps us to fit in. It may be true and it may be not, however, we're not bring true to ourselves. What we are today are mostly influenced by the society and the people whom we mix with.

We tend to do things just to pleased others but we forget to about ourselves. We become so self-counscious around certain people because we're afraid to be judge. It's about time we stand up and live life the way we want it to be. No one can live your life for you as you take control of it. And hey! Having confidence in yourself doesn't mean you're putting up a mask.

And sometimes, we tend to allow others tell us which path we should take. No matter what, it depends on situations as well. So live life to the fullest as it is all about now and not the past nor the future.

Tropicana Mall

2009-02-13T18:32:00.012+08:00

(Last post about this event). Having my first trip to the Tropicana Mall, Oh boy! We did many silly things. Not forgetting , all of us had the sudden urge to go to the Curve. We ended up walking under the HEAVY rain and got back to Janie's house. Not long after, we took a taxi to the Curve and we were too drained to do anything. Somehow we ended up in McD at the Cineleisure. Don't ask me why McD? Anyways we had one heck of a time but somehow, it was terrific. It's great having friends like Janie, Sze Ting and Shannen. And for now, the pictures will do the talking.

Chinese New Year Jam

2009-01-27T21:44:00.012+08:00

I am pretty sure as you all know , most festive season jams are usually caused by accidents or because too many people are going back to their hometown at the same time. However, during this chinese new year, as my family and I were on the way back to PJ, we encounter a traffic jam around Seremban. My brother was hoping that most people go off to Seremban but sadly, that didn't happen.

After 40 minutes, it was still jammed. Not long after, we found out the cause of it. Well, on the opposite side of the road, meaning the other side of the divider, there was a guy changing his car tires. Malaysian drivers being malaysian drivers, they slowed down. At that moment, my sister mentioned that the radio station said that the cause of the traffic jam was because of a man changing his car tires. Amazing huh? Never imagined that a person who is actually moving to the south could affect those people moving to the north?

That guy should be so honoured. He caused a jam by changing his car tires. Such an impact.
This is the funniest and ridiculous reason for a jam. LIKE HONESTLY?!? It's so Malaysia....

Great memories of 2008

2008-12-31T13:13:00.010+08:00

Let the pictures do the talking.

PMR Results

2008-12-31T12:33:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, was THE day where all form 3's from the whole of Malaysia were anxious about their PMR results. And oh boy, everyone was super nervous waiting for slip and even holding it without looking makes me want to faint. There were laughter but there were not so happy moments either for some of them.

However, I'm happy about mine. Thank goodness I gotten 7 A's straight. I started studying for PMR one week before the week and I DID pray a lot but I studied too. I still remembered a very silly moment. One of the day, I asked my mom whether does it work if I took two coins and go in front of Kuan Yin and asked her whether will I get 7A's. She said I could try. So I asked 3 times and 2 out of the 3 times, it showed No. The moment I saw that, automatically I cried and ran upstairs. My sis was like " PMR started yet or not?" *in a sarcastic manner*. I replied "no" and she said "then why are you crying. Aiyoooo.. PMR only laaa and you havent even took it".

Anyways, after receiving the results, some of us were suppose to feel the excitement. But my friend and I didn't feel it. It felt like " Oh, goodie we got good results" and that's all. Funny. However, for those who didn't get good results, it's totally fine. There is always SPM. Try harder. Love you people.

Christmas's eve outing

2008-12-28T19:23:00.012+08:00

During the christmas eve, I'd an outing with Hui Xian and Kitt Lei. We're suppose to take the bus but last minute changes, Kitt fetched us! Practically what we did the whole evening was window shopping, chit chatting and yum cha-ing.

Myself

Low Hui Xian

Wan Kitt Lei

At 9pm, Kitt had to go home but she was nice to fetch us to NZX (Niu Ze Xui). Xian and I went to find *drum roll*

CAELY SEE!!

And NZX was a total new place for me to be there. The deco's were not bad actually compared to a couple of places. They also had carolling before it reached 12 midnight. So, while waiting for caely, we went to a place to yum cha again. The kopitiam is quite cool, the deco was all white and it's 3 storey's high in the middle of the walkway. So we went to the 1st floor and chit chat for 2 hours plus.

While waiting for Caely to finish her work, Xian and I tried finding ways home. Surprisingly none of our parents can make it. We even tried hinting to one person to fetch us but sadly it didn't work. The person found out our main objective for asking the person to come out to yum cha. Thankfully Xian's bro came to fetch us. But, it was at 3am. So in the end, we went to yum cha at two different place after Caely's work.
And oh boy, what a fantastic night!

My Occupied Holiday

2008-12-25T21:21:00.007+08:00

These holiday has been really fun. Working at the Vivo pizza is simply fun. Working at the PC fair was tiring yet a whole new experience too. Selling projectors ain't the easiest thing to sell though but I'd managed to sell a few. This year's scout camp was really undescribable yet hilarious and dramatic. Leo camp was indeed a place where I met new friends. Helping my sister with her shop was something I would call quite relaxing.(For those who are interested in visiting my sister's shop, feel welcome to ask me about the whereabouts)

This holidays is really something that I wouldnt forget. *enjoying every single moment as its so precious*

Holidays

2008-11-17T22:02:00.007+08:00

Working as a waitress during the holidays is not what I would call boring at all. Although your juniors might come and disturb you like the ones in the picture below.

Not only juniors would come, so will your friends. And the best way to cut them off is by saying "Go die!".
During this hols, I get to meet up with my primary school friend whom I haven't met for a long time. The person is *drum roll* LIM YI JEAN
And not forgetting Lim Seck Wei who is BALD!! Fine. Almost bald! *do note that the ppl behind are all wearing red*

Holidays have been fun so far. Cheers!

p/s : My working place has this super duper perasan guy who says that he has three girls who was trying to go after him. Girls find him and he don't want them. It's amazing how much ego that can come from a 15 year old guy.

Quotes

2008-10-29T17:11:00.003+08:00

Pictures of cats that I've found

2008-09-22T22:15:00.007+08:00

I just simply love cats no matter what other people says about them. I love my two beloved cats as though they are a gift from heaven. Too bad I don't have a camera to take a picture of them.
Anyway, aren't those pictures below adorable?!!

Suppressing Emotions

2008-09-01T00:47:00.006+08:00

I couldn't help not blogging about this as I've done it. Suppressing emotions are one of the things whereby I do not advice anyone to do it. By doing so, you're just running away and lying to yourself. On top of that, you're simply not dealing with it. Emotions that aren't let go will just go to our subconscious mind.

I mean like Hey! It's life. We are all here on earth to learn our lessons. There are bound to be ups and downs. By ignoring it, it will just continue to come back again and again until you take responsibility of it.

To change your emotions, you must change the feelings of which they are an expression. And to change your feelings, you must change the thoughts that your feelings are based on. Take charge of your life and not run away from them.

I saw this article and I couldn't help not reading it. Here's a part of it :
"By the time we are labeled adults, we are so good at suppressing that most of the time it is totally second nature. We become as good or better at suppressing as we originally were at letting go. In fact, we have suppressed so much of our emotional energy that we are all a little like walking time bombs. Often, we don’t even know that we have suppressed our true emotional reactions until it is too late: our body shows signs of stress-related illness, our shoulders are stuck in our ears, our stomach is in knots, or we have exploded and said or done something that we now regret."

So, do note that everyone goes through it and not only you do. We just have to learn to deal with it and not suppress. Acknowledge your emotions and don't dwell. Ask yourself why are you feeling angry or frustrated. Is it in you?

However, I ain't asking you to react there and then. Don't think that suppressing just for now may be good as you haven't reach your limit. Think again. Even by saying it out to someone and not taking responsibility of your life doesn't make much different.

Tagged

2008-08-18T11:18:00.007+08:00

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Before thirty.

2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Doing arts and craft, sleeping and eating while I study (only if I need to study)

3. What will you do if you are the last human survived?
Obviously I have to find a way to survive and search for other people just in case the statement of me being the last human is false.

4. What would you give up in return to eat all you want in the world and not get fat?
Why bother? Exercise laa.. Only people who are lazy and wanna stay thin are willing to do something silly like that.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what will it be?
I wish, I wish, ermm... The world would be fill with unconditional love.

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
It's a little difficult .

7. What do you feel like doing rite now?
Taking my breakfast. It's 11.23 a.m so yeah.

8. What are you afraid to lose most?
The world?

9. If there is someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Currently I don't love anyone in that way. So yeah,

10. Do you believe in fate?
Yes but I believe we can change it.

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
Must be loyal, understanding, loving, wise, street wise and more.

12. What are the things that will make you think he/she is bad?
It depends. When you love someone truly, it doesn't matter much.

13. What is your ambition?
Something to do with art and designing

14. Is anyone really perfect?
Nope.

15. If you have a choice to be rich or happy, which one will you pick?
Obviously happy. Why bother being rich and not feeling happy? Life is so much more.

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
From being irritable to more patience.

17. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
My mommy, Amanda, Wei Yuen, Shannen and more.

18. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
Suceeding in my career?

19. If the world is going to end one day, what would you do for the last 24 hours?
Do everything that I always wanted to do and tell all my loved ones that I love them.

20. Do you think fame is important?
Well it depends what kind. If its just people knowing you then yes. Publicity no.

I tag NO ONE.

Handling stress

2008-08-16T23:42:00.006+08:00

Stress is something that occurs to almost everyone in their daily life. It is not something for us to run away from but to learn from it. I have to admit that I always wanted to run away from my responsibilities but i came to realize that i am not taking responsibility of my own life. However, asking people for help isn't irresponsible.

Different people have different ways of releasing stress. Some may play sports and some may spend hours doing arts and craft. So whenever you feel stress, take a deep breathe and drink some water, tell yourself you could do it and get back to what you have to do.

To all those who said I can't handle my stress , I thank you guys so much. Honestly I thank you for being so concern. I love you guys. However, its a learning process for me. Things like this will eventually come to me and I eventually have to learn my lesson or its going to be repeated again and again until I actually face it.

This is a training ground for me and I am thankful for having all of you to back me up. Love you guys once again.

Here's a cute quote I found:

Instead of saying TGIF, say TGIT - Thank God it's today!

Everything has to come to an end

2008-08-01T20:30:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my mom's last day of babysitting. After two years of this job, I think it's about time that she took some rest. Babysitting isn't as easy as you think it is if you're babysitting two babies and both wants attention. Just before they left, I borrowed Amanda's camera and took pictures with them as memories. I almost cried when they both left. But then again, everything has to come to an end.

She is only 9 months old if i ain't wrong.
Isn't she so cute that you wish you could squeeze her?

And goodness, I couldn't forget this cute lil boy,Justin.
It has been 2 years since he first came.
Gonna miss him a lot..
It was sooo hard to take a proper picture with him.
I took 10 photos and this is the only one that you can see his face clearly.

This is the 2nd and last photo I took with her .
And finally the happy looking proper picture with him.

Tip of the Day

2008-07-11T23:17:00.006+08:00

I can't believe I'm about to say this but water dispenser bottle isn't as harmless as you think it is.

Tip of the day : Don't make your friend angry or irritated when your friend is holding the plastic water dispenser bottle. It may seem harmless as your friend is just waving it up and down but the bottle might come flying to you while the cap will be in your friend's hands. Accidents do happen so just be careful. You wouldn't want the water dispenser bottle flying towards your face, do you?

Just to let you know, it actually happened to me and it went directly at my nose

My holidays and thoughts

2008-06-06T22:51:00.005+08:00

I practically spent the rest of my holidays doing a bit of project-ing, camping and working part time. Oh boy, the part time job was hilarious after some time as it was a routine thing. However the pay was quite fine as it was RM 80 a day. We managed to do 5566 boxes in 4 days.

I planned to relax, go out and paint during the holidays but it didn't happen. This holidays got me thinking more about my life but I haven't got my answer yet.

I've been worrying over my future and other matters. I've been asking myself what do I really want in life and is this the way I would want to lead my life. We do not have to wait to be older to do something good or anything. We could just start NOW instead of dreaming what we can do in the future. Dreaming about the future is totally fine but we should not spend too much on it as the present becomes the past and the future will sooner or later becomes now. Even 1 second ago is the past. Instead of thinking so much, why not do something. It doesn't mean thinking is bad or anything but just not too much.
Concentrating on the future is not gonna make us any happier as the future doesn't always turn out the way we want things to be. When that time comes, we'll feel disappointed. We tend to forget to enjoy the present and regret later on in life.

It's true that we've to always stay positive. Maybe when the time comes, something better turn out and it might not be what we think our future might be. Happiness comes from within and not from other people or any material things. Don't put the blame on others when you're not happy as it is you who choose to be happy or any other emotions.

Why do we always have to wait for next time instead of starting from now? Sometimes we tend to push our blames to others and don't hold responsibility for our actions, words and thoughts. It takes courage to hold responsibility for our own life and yet, its hard sometimes. But hey!, its the process of growth and from there, we improve ourselves.

. Cousin's Wedding

2008-06-06T21:10:00.008+08:00

I spent my first 3 days of my holidays in Malacca as my cousin was getting married. When we reached Malacca, my sister realized that she didn't bring her whole luggage along and then my mom and sis took a drive back to PJ. They left me in Malacca but then again it was totally fine with me as there was internet there. Finally the new comp arrived today. So the following morning, I followed my cousins to the bridegroom's house thanks to my two lovely cousins persuading me eventhough i gave the excuse that I don't have any nice clothes to wear. In the end, they lend me something to wear. I followed one of the bridegroom friend's car with two of my cousins and they made me sit in front. So he started talking and asked one of my cousins whether is all of us working. So she replied, " Oh no, except the one sitting in front" in Cantonese. The guy asked how old am I and my cousin said 15. That blind guy said he can't see me as a 15 year old kid .

We had nothing better to do so we took photos.

Then the night came. Never have I been this thankful that the night ended. Listening to people singing karaoke there was a killer as I wished I could just break the whole thing.

This was the most fun trip to Malacca in my life as I spent more time with my cousins. Eventhough we may have some communication problem, we still managed to talk to each other although I can't speak much Hokkien and they can't speak much English either.

This was last year's which was during my cousin brother's wedding.

My dream

2008-05-03T12:56:00.007+08:00

I'd this dream which is unforgettable as I have only dreamt about it a few moments ago. It was quite creepy as it was about Death.

I can't really remember how did it started off but what I'm about to type out are just parts of it.

I dreamt that my family and I tried avoiding from being injured. But in the end, it was unavoidable. All of my family members died including me. I remembered shouting out loud asking for someone to just shoot me and let me die . In the end , it happened.

There was a man who talked to my mom just before the death saying that what would have happened if I wasn't born into this world and all. I also dreamt the part after death. We ended up in the house again but this time, we're dead. My mom was still able to cook and I tried using the computer to communicate with others. I also saw one of my friend's display name which says 'My friend died in front of my eyes'. I was able to type one message to my friend but after that, there were no more contacts. It came into my mind that I was too young to die and there were flashbacks and many things I wish I could have done.

As the day turned to night, the house was starting to disappear. I saw many people coming into the house and saying that they don't see anything at one second and they're able to see the house the very next second.

Well, that's about it that I can remember.

I'm still rather creep out right now.

TaggedT

2008-04-28T23:23:00.004+08:00

Was being tagged by Rachel Cheng

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. If you could be an ice cream, which flavour would you be?

I wouldn't mine being Vanilla

2. Given the chance, what special ability/power would you like to have?

The ability to use any power I want

3. What do you think of your brother(s)/sister(s)?

Oh. I have 2 brothers and a sister. I can't stop loving them as they shows their love towards me in many weird ways.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most?

The whole world

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?

To find my soulmate.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?

Obviously.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now?

People around me

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?

Donate to charity and the rest shall be a secret.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?

Maybe

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

Rachel Cheng : Talkative, Outgoing and Straightforward

12. Which type of person do you hate the most?

Hm ask me to find out

13. What is your ambition?

I still cant figure out yet

14. If you have fault, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?

Obviously I would want people around me to point out my mistake. But try to tell me one to one

15. Do you wish you can go back in time?
Definately

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?

Nope

17. What is the thing that you really want now?

I want a flute or a laptop

18. Why does it hurt when you punch someone?

Because we're humans?

19. Is there anything that you have done which you regret?

Yes I do

20. Are you hungry right now?

Nope

I tag NO ONE. WOO HOO

RASH

2008-04-05T18:03:00.006+08:00

Time really does pass by real fast especially when you’re busy. Anyway that wouldn’t be my topic for this post. My topic of the day will be RASH.

On Monday, I went to visit my beloved doctor whom I haven’t visited for YEARS (which means I’ve been quite healthy). I had this really bad rash on my both hands and legs (the joints). So I waited for him as my heart was pounding thanks to my brother who told me something at home. He said “Oh if the doctor asks you whether do you want a jab, say yes.” Yes I admit it helps to heal faster but I was a lil scared of injections due to past experiences.

Then, my name was called by the nurse. I went in and showed the doctor, Dr Kenail Singh what was my problem. He said “Oh, a classical thing. You’re a pretty girl but then, with your hands and legs like that, boys will run away. Okay, okay I’m just kidding”. *we laughed*

Then he continues asking some questions and finally he said “Oh you need to get a jab after this and btw, you’ve to stay away from a certain type of food for 3 months. It might be the cause of it. You’re going to hate me for this”. In my mind, I thought it was seafood or maybe sweets. In the end, the types of food that I can’t eat are

1) Poultry

2) Egg

3) Cheese

4) Prawns

It’s totally fine with me though. After that, the doctor asked me whether I want to get jab on the hand or butt. I was like “Mom, which is less pain?” and my mom replied “The butt”. Guess what? It took 2-3 minutes for the doctor to convince me that it wouldn’t hurt as I was sticking my butt towards the wall. *lol*

Now, I don’t even bath with normal soap but with a type of cream that the doctor gave me.

I am super glad that FINALLY my rash is going away. I LOVE THE DOCTOR!!!

Peribahasa by me before my rash started to heal
"Sedikit sedikit sakit akan menjadi SANGAT sakit"

p/s : It's not my leg. Just that my rash looks like that :P

RANDOM PICTURES!

2008-03-10T16:25:00.008+08:00

I'm so lazy to update my blog. My brain refuses to think what to blog. So here are some random cute pictures I found.

A New Start

2008-02-16T00:18:00.003+08:00

Just something I found to put on my blog as my blog has been quite inactive. I haven't really had the time to blog so this is it for now. Something to share.

Beginning Today...
I will no longer worry about yesterday.
It is in the past and the past will never change.
Only I can change by choosing to do so.

I will no longer worry about tomorrow.
Tomorrow will always be there,
waiting for me to make the most of it.
But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.

I will look in the mirror and
I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration.
This capable person looking back at me
is someone I enjoy spending time with
and someone I would like to get to know better.

I will cherish each moment of my life.
I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world
and I will unselfishly share this gift with others.
I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others.

I will take a moment to step off the beaten path
and to revel in the mysteries I encounter.
I will face challenges with courage and determination.
I will overcome what barriers there may be which
hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.

I will take life one day at a time,
one step at a time.
Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image,
my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.

I walk with renewed faith in human kindness.
Regardless of what has gone before,
I believe there is hope for a brighter and better future.

I will open my mind and my heart.
I will welcome new experiences.
I will meet new people.
I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else:
perfection does not exist in an imperfect world.
But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.

I am responsible for my own happiness
and I will do things that make me happy. . .
admire the beautiful wonders of nature,
listen to my favorite music,
pet a kitten or a puppy,
soak in a bubble bath . . .
pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.

I will learn something new;
I will try something different;
I will savor all the various flavors life has to offer.
I will change what I can and the rest I will let go.
I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be.

..... and every day.
by
Penny White, copyright 1990

A Day In The Library

2008-01-21T18:07:00.000+08:00

I can't believe I'm actually typing this out but I've no idea what should I update my blog with. I no longer want another person asking me to update my blog.

Now, I shall begin my very FIRST post of the year 2008.

It started off with a dark gloomy sky when thunder was rumbling, as we sat in an air-conditioned library discussing big matters as it was the only time we were able to. We were terrified as it seems there wouldn't be another chance to talk about this as it was too dangerous to do so. It couldn't have happened until .......

Okay, I shall stop. It just started off just like any other normal schooling day as Janie, Shannen, Ming Zhe and I were sitting in the library. Today, I've learned that librarians are noisier than any other student who comes in to the library. And they call themselves librarians. *kidding*

Currently, Ming Zhe and I are to be blame for the heavy rain. There was actually a heavy rain with thunders at about 4 in the evening. And to Shannen, I am obsessive but consistent but you become over-obsessive when you're not lazy.

I've just lost the mood of blogging. So, Farewell.

Looking back, moving on

2007-12-29T21:48:00.000+08:00

As I look back at my old posts, I find it rather amusing. Looking back at how I used to be. This year has been one great year with many happenings. As I read some of my old post, I wonder why I even posted it up.

Reading and thinking back of what I did this entire year makes me realize how much I’ve changed and learn. From silly things to silly mistakes that I’ve done. I’ve a feeling that next year is going to FANTASTICO as it is another year full of surprises.

Resolutions are yet to be made. Memories are to be kept. Past mistakes to be learn from.

Time goes by

2007-12-09T22:44:00.000+08:00

Many things have happened during these few weeks. Going for my troop camp, going out and not forgetting throwing a not so surprise party. Time continues to go on as things changes on the way. Now, I've curfews which means I'll have to sleep by 11.30 and wake up by 9. I have a limit to use the computer which is 2 hours. So, might as well just make the best of out it instead of complaining anymore.

Expectations. Funny how we expect something from others when we don't even do it. We expect so much from the ones we love, but in the end, if we get disappointed by them we become completely angry. We get angrier at our love ones more than strangers. We even take them for granted and do not realize until something has happened. Not to forget, we might become quite selfish in a way where while our love ones including our family members are busy doing something, we just do our own things and don't help out. To think it over, instead of being angry, appreciate the times when we actually are able to spend time with them.

Anger and intolerance are the enemies of correct understanding - Mohandas Karamchand Gandhi

Speak when you are angry and you will make the best speech you will ever regret - Ambrose Bierce

No more part time job

2007-11-29T23:32:00.000+08:00

There are 2 reasons why I quit my job. First of all, they found a new full time staff, which means they only need me on certain days at certain hours. Secondly , if i were to continue, transportation will be a bit of a problem for me. So which is why I quit as it is inconvenient for me. I was given another option as well which is to work in Mid valley. It is in an open area like those you'll usually see in the mall. The reason why I didn't choose it is because I've to work 12 hours for 21 days without a day off.

Anyways, I did enjoy working. It was a good experience in a way where I get to observe how other people act and get myself exposed. Not only that, at least now I do know how to wrap presents properly in a way. Before this, I'll usually simply wrap.

When I was working with the lady, I've learnt new things. I do agree that she is quite of a pessimist type of person but each time when I see that, I tell myself not to follow that path but instead the opposite. I even tried changing her negative statements to a positive statement but it didn't actually work though in a way that she still sticks to the negative statements. Sometimes, I really feel like being straightforward with her, but it seems whatever I tell her, nothing enters. Anyhow, that is her but overall she is a nice lady.

It truly had been a great experience for me. That's all I would like to post for today.

A Fun Day At Work

2007-11-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

Well today was a fun day. Especially when 3 young girls came in to wrap a present. Well one of the conversation went like this :

Girl : Oh cool, these things are like magic 8-balls. Let me try asking one question. Am I hot?

The ball showed NO

Girl : Dang! *puts back the ball*

Or this

Girl : Her friend

Girl : Oh those boxes are so cool. I like collecting boxes.

Her friend : For what? it just takes up spaces.

Girl : Well, I put my own things in them.

After a few minutes,

Girl: Eh that box is very nice.

Her friend : Buy it then *sarcastic*

Girl : For what??

Her friend : Oh, you can put coins, tiny stuff and all.

Oh my goodness. I had to keep on biting my lips in order to control my laughter.
After they left, I straight away burst into laughter.

Anyways before closing the shop , I laughed a lot again.
Cause of my colleague that was mopping the floor.
She squeeze the mop using the plastic thing but she pressed oh so hard that it looks like it's going to break.
Then one lady said " Eh, nanti rosak then you sendiri use your hand to squeeze"
Then she replied " No la Aunty, hahahahahahaha kalau tidak nanti basah"

3 of us kept on laughing.

Anyways I hope to stay at my current job.

Might be the last day ^^

2007-11-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Well today is my 2nd day but tomorrow might be my last day of my part time job. This is because of some misunderstanding about my age. So I'm underage.

Today was quite boring as there were very few people. So I was practically walking round and round the store.I do hope I'm able to keep my job ^^

Funny thing was today, a foreigner came into the shop to buy a card. He got a shock of his life when he found out that the price was RM 14+. He was stunned for a while.

Nothing much I can say about today. I do hope I get to continue that's all

My Part time Job

2007-11-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

I had a fun day today. It's my first day of my part time job. Funny thing was the lady didn't know I'm only 14 years old. Guess the person who told her about me forgot to mention about my age. So for now, I'm 16 LoL. I started out at 10 in the morning. There were quite a number of people at first and soon there weren't anymore. There are like 4 cctv in the shop. So you can't do your own things haha. Not long after, a guy from the opposite shop (cake shop) came over for fun as he had nothing to do. He is 27 years old and he is from Pakistan.

Everything went fine including lunch time. I was a bit blur with Bangsar so the lady asked the guy from the cake shop to show me the way. His name is Amir ^^. Then a malay girl who is working here as well came. Her name is Farah. Oh gosh, she made me laugh a lot. I'd great fun working there.

Funny thing was I accidentally wrote happy hour instead of happy house. Farah kept kutuk-ing Amir in malay. He kept saying.. Aunty Ally, what is she saying.?? I was practically laughing a lot.I even got a whole cake on my first day as the guy work until the shop close. Did I mention he works alone in his shop but the shop has a cctv. So whenever he leave the shop, his boss will call. It even happened when he showed me where to buy food. His boss called and asked where is he and he replied "oh boss, I'm buying food right now".

All I can say is ' I HAD A GREAT DAY'

JOTI

2007-10-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

I've been lazy to blog lately. Anyways my friend asked me to update about JOTI and here I'm.

Well it has been 1-2 weeks late to post this but who cares?

Well when I reached there and after registering and all (surprisingly my IC no tells me that my birthday is on the 46th of March LoL) we had a briefing on JOTI itself.
I managed to meet Eirene and Pei Li as I've never met them before, only chatting with them through the Internet. Saw Kien Beng as well. I somehow ended up partnering a girl from SMK Seafield. Oh gosh I'd quite an okay time besides her almost pushing me off my chair and singing. >.<>

Malam JOTI was fun as we saw many performance. Oh gosh did I sang the Rumput song oh so loud. Anyways my patrol's sketch was regarding people promoting JOTI and the people who passed by make fun of it and etc.etc.

After that we continue our phrasing. At about 1-2 am , we went to bed. I slept directly where the air cond was blowing and woke up freezing. After that, went to take a bath and the water was not that cold nor its hot. Did morning exercise and had breakfast. Now I'm practically scared of kaya with bread as my patrol did had a hard time finishing a whole loaf of break with kaya. And the all boy's patrol helped us by giving us more while our patrol was only made up of 10 girls. Went back to do phrasing and all.

In the end, my partner and I managed to get 2/4 badges only. But oh well, I won for the most decorative logbook. ^^

I'm so lazy to blog anymore so that's all for now. Need some rest to play for the interclass netball tomorrow ^^

Gathering in Janie's house

2007-10-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

Haha I can't help not posting this cause I'd a FUN day.
I was suppose to go to Janie's house at 9 o'clock in the morning But I kinda overslept as my friends had to call my handphone. They said they're going to murder me so I quickly dress up,do my chore and walk quickly to her house.

We started playing Pictionary first but it ended quite fast.

Then we moved on to Taboo. It kind off became a memory game due to the reason we played it twice and used up all the cards (both sides). We've like this secret way of describing. Funny thing was.. We guessed a few words quite funny without thinking..For example :

What does a prince become?
Princess!!

How do you go from the airport to your house?
AEROPLANE!!

Oxygen ignites what??
RESPIRATION!!!

or even this

The word was breaststroke
Janie gotten the breast word right
then Jeremy said. 2nd word. What do people get when they're old?
Janie answered SAGGY BREAST

After playing, we'd lunch together. We rested for a while and continue playing another game which was TWISTERS!!
It was real fun and we played for 1 hour plus. Janie and Yew Leung won in the end. The rest of us were playing cheat..We rejoin the game 2-3 times. Now I know why the max player for Twisters is 4 people. 8 people playing this game is so cramp but really challenging. Back bone were aching after that haha.

We chatted after that and went home. Had so much laughter after such a long time . Wait a minute, my friends and I always laugh .

That's all for today

Another TAG >.<

2007-10-15T23:09:00.000+08:00

I shall finish up doing my tags before posting anything I want to post. This tag was tagged by JEREMY LIM.

7 Things To Do Before My Death
1. Travel around the world
2. Spend a day with my love ones
3. Do things that I don't usually do
4. Climb Mount Kinabalu
5. Apologize for all the things I have done wrong
6. Help others
7. Face my fears

7 Things I Will NOT Do Even If It Kills Me
1. Commit Suicide or Kill Anyone
2. Run around nude
3. Take drugs
4. Be a lesbian
5. Make enemies with my love ones
6. Rob a Bank
7. Dislike myself? (Ran out of ideas)

7 Things I do When I'm Away From Public
1. Cuddle in my bed when it's raining
2. Sing while listening to songs
3. Cry?
4. Scream
5. Jump about?
6. Try on things?
7. Do things that I don't want people to know

7 Favorite Sentences/ Quotes/ Phrases
1. Nothing is Impossible
2. Everything starts from us and nothing from the outside
3. No worries
4. Awww!! SO CUTE!!
5. Do not pray for easy lives.Pray to be stronger.Do not pray for tasks equal to your powers.Pray for power equal to your tasks.
6. Learn to get in touch with silence within yourself, And know that everything in this life has a purpose.There are no mistakes, No coincidences, All events are blesssings given to us to learn from.
7. Only I can change my life.No one can do it for me.

7 Favorite Songs of All Times
1. Find the way - Nakashima Mika
2. At The Beginning - Anastacia
3. It's My Life - Bon Jovi
4. My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
5. Save Tonight - Eagle Eyed Cherry
6. Semi Charmed Life - Third Eye Blind
7. Man In The Mirror - Michael Jackson (listen to the lyrics carefully)

7 Things I'll Make You Wish You Didn't Do If You Did
1. Insult my family or friends?
2. Time will tell
3. Can't think
4. Mental Block
5. Shalalala
6. La dee Da
7. It's for me to know and you to find out the rest k?

7 Beloved People I Would Like to Tag
1. Amanda Phuah
2. Wan Kitt Lei
3. Low Hui Xian
4. Melanie
5. Melinda
6. Wai Yew
7. Yoke Yee

Gosh..this tag is torture..Even tagging people is hard to think

Exams are over

2007-10-11T18:23:00.000+08:00

I'm so glad exams are finally over. But it seems that I still can't really sleep that well. Oh well, I shall finish up one tag before my connection slows down. Haven't been able to sign in my msn for I've no idea what is the reason.

I have been tagged to do 3 tags. But I think I'll do 1 for now as I do not know whether am I be able to post this up due to my connection. So I shall start with Sze Lynn's tag as I think she wants to pay back for me tagging her :

1. Tell us your name : Chim Li Ching.

2. Three things about yourself : Perfectionist, Sensitive and Have a mind of my own

3. What's in your playlist : Check it out yourself. Its easier for me as well ^^

4. Your favourite music : Anything that I like to listen to?

5. Favorite guilty pleasure : I am not a sadist unlike some people *cough cough*

6. Favorite food :Mom and sis's cooking and many more. I ain't fussy >.<>
8. Define sex : Please visit wikipedia for further information. Please and thank you

9. Any celebrity crushes : Nope.

10. The last person you hugged : My sister. <3>

11. The last person you talked to : My mom

12. The last time you cried : Can't remember as I don't have a book to record that down

13. The last time you had sex : I'm only 14 years old..Ask me that in 20 years ..

14. The last time you made out : None

15. The last time you dated : None

16. The last time you went out : Yesterday!! Ice-skating~~~~

17. What's on your mind right now : Feel like eating banana..No dirty thoughts please

18. What's bothering you now : Can't find people for test taking

19. This year's resolution.Save Money $$ and make things better?

20. Your nickname :~Chingz~

21. What's your nickname about : My last name..Like DUH!!!

22. The person you missed the most : Let's just say I am used to not seeing people i know so yeah

23. Current mood : Neutral

24. What are you thinking : How to torture the form 2 next year in scouts..

25. Best childhood memory : Running around playing with almost everyone without any responsibilities and just so innocent haha

26. 3 of my biggest fear : Being alone in the dark , losing everyone in life and horror movies

27. Who do you love : Most of the people i know ?Some of the strangers are friendly as well

28. 3 things you hate : Hate is such a strong word

29. Do you blog : If not ,what am I doing now?

30. Tag 5 people : Amanda Phuah , Hui Xian , Kitt Lei , Jeremy and SHANNEN!!

Exams

2007-09-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

It has been three weeks since I last blog.Exams are around the corner and i haven't been blogging due to my connection.Funny as I see most of my friends stressing out when I'm not. Maybe I'm a bit stress subconsciously. 4 papers done and 11 more to go. 2 days of exams has passed. During my Malay Objective paper,I had extra time to waste so I was too bored and I made this poem.

Happy dwarfs went out to play,
As they go on saying Hey! Hey! Hey,
Johnny the dwarf lost his keys,
Someone found it and said it's his.

Joyful fairies dancing here and there,
Playing a game called truth or dare,
Daring each other to pull of their hair,
As though they didn't seem to care.

Don't ask me why did I make those up. I was too bored that's all.Funny how our minds can think all types of nonsense when we're bored. Well that's all I'm gonna post for today.

Tagged By Melanie

2007-09-08T13:15:00.000+08:00

Rules: 1. The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover
2. Have to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover
3. Tag 8 other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
4. If you're tagged the second time , there is NO need to do this.
5. Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN doing it. XD

1. Matured thinking :P
2. Understanding and kind
3. Love me
4. Have a mind of his own
5. Open minded and willing to change if necessary
6. Go for outdoor activities and have a interest in art which includes music
7. Must not smoking, nor gamble.
8. Able to communicate with me

Second question : Come on..You don't expect my perfect lover to be a girl..

I would only like to tag Seah Sze Ting and Seah Sze Lynn :D

Forgiveness

2007-08-22T11:23:00.000+08:00

Forgiveness. I’m pretty sure many of us know what does this word means. But how often do we actually do this? Sometimes we don’t even say sorry when we’re at the wrong. The funny thing about us is that it seems to harder to say sorry or forgive someone who is close to us rather than someone who isn’t or a stranger. How often do we actually mean it when we say sorry? Well, there is no point saying sorry when you’re feeling angry because most likely you don’t mean it.

It takes the courage to actually say sorry or forgive someone. Sometimes we take it for granted saying that the person might know that we are sorry. To actually forgive someone or saying sorry, it’ll lessen your baggage on your back if you know what I mean. Although you may think you actually forgive that someone, deep down you haven’t actually forgive that person totally. Although forgiving is hard but it’s possible. Once you learn about forgiveness, things will happen to be better.

Anger

2007-08-22T00:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes in life, we tend to let anger control us. And even by that, we might not be aware of it. Funny isn’t it? To think twice, what’s the point getting angry at someone or something as it will only affects us. By getting angry, it just makes you suffer literally.

By getting angry, it not only affects the things that happen in our life but also our health. Some people don’t realize that negative emotions are the culprits of cancer and many other illnesses. Ask yourself why are you angry at the person as well? Is there something about that person you dislike which is in you?

I do agree everyone gets angry at times. I mean like who doesn’t? It is just a matter on how the person deals with his or her emotions. Some times in life, it takes one person to tell another in order for that person to realize. Funny thing about us humans are we tend to remember bad moments than happy moments. We tend to not be able to let go of it.

We might think we have let it go but then again, deep down we haven’t really forgiven the person. If you’re angry at someone, do tell the person in a nice way and at the same time apologize for getting angry.But do tell the person when you're not angry anymore. Try not to silent war Lol. You’ll feel much better and lighter after telling the person. Even if you don’t want to tell the person, you can always write it down on a piece of paper instead of holding a grudge or whatsoever.

Time passing by

2007-08-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

Time seems to be passing by so fast. It seems like I've been up to quite a number of things lately.Well, at least Canteen Day has passed. It was quite an experience though. Went around trying to sell milkshakes.It's quite a messy job if you're to blend.

PLTC camp is over as well. I didn't sleep for 30 hours and didn't feel sleepy at all until I came back.I started my first fire without someone helping me to light the match as well.It was quite fun besides the part where I've been out since morning until evening then went back to school.The lectures that night was funny.Actually the part about personal satisfaction made us laugh.We also had this IQ game and then treasure hunt.Having commando cross and morning exercise was tiring but FUN. While waiting for the others to practice flag break ceremony, most of the scouts were telling A LOT of jokes.After lunch, I had to go home cause there were visitors coming and had to help my mom.

Now , I'm just looking forward to National Day and Exams.Need to start studying soon cause I'm quite lost.It seems that this year I can't really pay attention. Haven't been in a mood to blog long posts as I used to post.

Taggie

2007-08-06T22:58:00.000+08:00

Just want to get over with this tag.Not only that, just needed to blog about something while waiting for something inspiration to come.

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
Only when I'm being sarcastic

2. Do you prefer "sensitive guys" or "tough guys"?
Hm balance?

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired guys?
Either will do

4. Are you currently single?
Yeapz yeapz

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
I couldn't be bother to count.

6. Do you have a best friend?
Hm define best friend

7. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I've no idea. A millionaire would be cool

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
My sis :P

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Haha Don't know

10. Have you ever thought of having a plastic-surgery?
No way. NEVER i say RRR~!

11. Do you like your life?
LOVING IT. ITS JUST FANTASTIC

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
Huh?Does that shop even exist?

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
I never had a boyfriend :P

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
Hmm maybe?

15. Do you have more friends that are boys or girls?
Unsure. Too many to count

16. How long have you had friendster?
I'm lazy to check.

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
Yeah sure~~ ==" ...Obviously not right?

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
Come on..I don't stalk on people.I have better things to do.

19. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Hehe..I did..Not really intentionally

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
To have fear? Just kidding.. Not sure

21. Have you ever skipped class?
Erm does helping teacher counts? or doing attendance..If not, then NOPE.

22. Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
Nopes.

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
When I was a lil girl?

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
Maybe?

25. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
Nope. People change. Give them a chance.

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
Yes in fact. But maybe its my thoughts are that powerful to make it happen. You should know, our minds are powerful.

27. Do you ever wish you were famous?
I don't know

28. Do you ever wish you were a guy?
Haha..Maybe?

29. Do you think guys smell nice in cologne?
Isn't cologne suppose to smell nice?

30.YOUR time has come..it is ur destiny to do this TAG...so just get it over with =p
Anyone who actually cares to answer all this questions..Advisable No.

Reflection

2007-07-24T09:59:00.000+08:00

Notice that when we're angry, we tend to do or say things without going through our mind? Most likely, we'll hate the person as well. Well to be perfectly honest to you own self, ask yourself what do you dislike in that person and whether do you have it in you. No one needs to know except for you so there is no point denying it.

Well if you dislike what is in that person which is in you, change yourself. Do not do the same thing as what you dislike because what you dislike in what you see is what is within you. So don't go around blaming others. When you start to change, you'll notice changes in others as they'll grow with you. You might even make new friends on the way as it'll help you to grow. Not physically but mentally. So, well it benefits both ways don’t they? You’re helping the people and the world to grow. It’s never too late to do so. Forgive them and yourself. So let us all grow together.

Quotes :
I'm a reflection of your negative, there's no doubt about that.
~Charles Manson~

We learn our virtues from our friends who love us; our faults from the enemy who hates us. We cannot easily discover our real character from a friend. He is a mirror, on which the warmth of our breath impedes the clearness of the reflection.
~ Jean Paul Richter ~

My week

2007-07-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging for some time.So I decided to update my blog.I shall post about my days starting from

Last Friday

Well, in the morning I had to wake up for purple house practice and I was practically tired after that.During that night, I went to Shannen's house for BBQ. We were having weird conversations.Real weird ones.But we did have a good time.

Following day,

Quickly did my homework in the morning and went to school in the afternoon. I can't believe i hid my handphone somewhere unexpected. After school, Seck Wei and I walked to Taman Bahagia station. We waited for the rest to come. After that we went to CHS for their night gathering. I met up with my friend from Bukit Bintang school. The night was rather ...* no comments* Well, I met a couple of new friends.I noticed one thing which was some of them couldn't speak proper English. Oh well, was really tired after that due to the ache I had on Friday

On Sunday,

I went to 1U with Shannen, Jess ( Shannen's cousin), Shannen's mom and Nicole. We spent 2 hours in a shop. 1 SHOP..Only ONE.. Well, we made Shannen bought a skirt. It was Fun. After that, we went to her house cause she had to attend her WSJ meeting. At 4 in the afternoon, Nicole and I went to Secret Recipe with Jeremy Lim. We had to run back cause we were late. After that, we went for paintball. I was so glad I didn't really got hurt. During the game ,maybe yes. We went back a bit late. Jess was telling us about her dream. It was really FUNNY!! It was about blue sarongs and her bro was wearing one and he looks hotter in it than her. Well I was really tired after that.

Pictures at 1 Utama. We're bored while waiting for Shannen, we did this.Just try on clothings .Only Shannen and her mom bought clothes.

This is Shannen's cousin *drums roll* JESS

This is picture is Shannen, Nicole and I.Trust me, the room was really cramp

Another picture with Shannen's mom, Shannen And Nicole

This girl just had to keep taking a nice picture of the shirt that she wants to buy to show her sis..

And after that,before leaving 1 Utama, we bought COTTON CANDY

1st, Stare at it

2nd,Check it out

3rd, Put them together

4th, EAT IT

On Monday,

I had to wake up in the morning for netball. We had two matches .Us (purple house) against red house and another which is green house. My body hurts as we dived for the ball .It was funny yet painful. We lost red house by 1 point but we won green. Went back home and ended up in school again. I was kinda tired due to lack of sleep.

On Tuesday and Wednesday,

I can't remember.... XP.. All i remembered was I managed to get proper sleep...Not only that, Brenda, Miu Yinn and I made a deal which is try our best not to use manglish. If we do, we will correct each other.

On Thursday,

We had another 2 more match with blue and yellow house. We won blue but we lost to yellow house. We didn't make it to the finals but we did our best. After that, I went for my English Language Society club and took a bath in school. I could feel the stinging sensation on my legs as there were a lot of scratches because i fell a lot. It was a bit slippery due to the rain the night before. We had a history quiz in the afternoon. Could hardly answer the questions. I also had my Maths test. It took me long enough to realize that 2 and a half times 2 is 5.

Today

I have not much comments about today. Just prepared to not relax this weekend. A lot of things to be done.

I managed to get back my internet today due to the late payment thanks to my bro. He paid yesterday.

Everything Happens for a Reason

2007-07-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

I found this on the Internet and I would like to share with anyone who reads this.

~ EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON ~

Sometimes people come into your life

and you know right away that they were meant to be there,
they serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be;
your roommate, your neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover
or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them,
you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you
and at the time they seem horrible, painful and unfair,
but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles
you would never have realized your potential, strength, will power of heart.

Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck.
Illness, injury, love, lost moments or true greatness and sheer stupidity
all occur to test the limits of the soul.

Without these small tests,
if they be events, illnesses or relationships,
life would be like a smooth paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life and successes and downfalls you experience,
they are the ones who create who you are.
Even the bad experience can be learned from...
Those lessons are the hardest and probably the most important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart...
forgive them,
for they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you,
love them back unconditionally,
not only because they love you,
but because they are teaching you to love
and opening your heart and eyes to things
you would have never seen or felt without them.

Make every day count.
Appreciate every moment
and take from it everything that you possibly can,
for you may never be able to experience it again.

Talk to people you have never talked to before,
and actually listen,
let yourself fall in love,
break free and set your sights high.

You can make of your life anything you wish.
Create your own life and then go out and live it.

~unknown~

Taggie

2007-06-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging for 3 weeks due to some circumstances.So I'm just planning to post about this because I've no idea why.

Rules : For those who have been tagged, you are required to write a story about one of your crushes, be it a current or a previous crush. To be exactly different from the common tags, there are no questions imposed this time. All you have to do is to write a story about him/her. Also, 5 people will need to be tagged at the end of the post.You must post up these rules before you start writing.

The person who tag me is *drum roll* NICOLE SEAH SZE TING

Erm..Crush huh?What can I actually type about this??
It seems there isn't anything much i can type about..I had more than 5 crushes since primary.It just comes and go.Well I'm still young so yeah.Well I do admit I like someone right now for a couple of months but wouldn't be telling who is it.
All that I can say is that he is a real nice person to talk to.He is always helping me when I do need his favour.It is just that sometimes I do find it kinda hard to talk to him at the start.I do think of the person subconsciously although I deny it at times.It has been 8 months since i liked him.Sometimes I wonder why too.
Well, I guessed thats all I am gonna post.

I shall tag : 1. Kevin Woo ~!
2. Yoke Yee
3. Melinda
4. Kai Leong (You better do)
5.Anyone who wants to do this tag

Exam Results Sigh~~

2007-06-15T20:51:00.000+08:00

Exams are like so long ago..Oh well results are all back.Haven't told my mom about it yet.No improvement.Just wanna post my marks before i forget.I know I know ..My dear bro..You must be wondering why are my marks so low and all..Well here are the marks and reasons..
Moral - 56% (careless mistake..Didn't put the word 'nilai'..Don't ask for anymore details..I cried when I received back this paper.)
BM - 62 (Can't blame much)
Sejarah - 68 ( I practically 'tembak' my whole paper)
Mathematics - 75 (careless and didn't do much exercises)
Science -77(careless..I studied for few days and yet..One word to describe..Careless)
English - 80 (Feeling lame about this)
KH - 82( my marks dropped..was quite disappointed in myself)
Art - 87( this sub made me felt happier a bit )
Geography - 88(Was quite happy with my marks..Currently missing my geography teacher.)
Overall percentage = 75
Lol..PJK- 75%.(super lame.But got highest in class.I practically don't know a single question..Had no idea about badminton or whatsoever.)
Well all have past..All that I can do is to just do better for my end year examinations.

My 1st day of school after hols & my very first C

2007-06-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

Well i started off my day with waking up at 6.20 in the morning.Took part in the javelin and lol...Well i got "batal" 4 times out of 6..I know i know..kinda lame and all..At about 10 in the morning..I followed my friend to the dentist to fix her braces. We walked for 15 minutes..We were so glad when we reached the dentist..We feel cooler haha. After that we walked to McD and ate lunch there..There were 2 ladies talking softly and staring at us saying that we kids nowadays skip school and all.I think I heard that kind of sentence in 3 different language .After that we walked back to school and well..Get to meet up with all my friends again.Didn't really study much..To be honest i don't think i study anything today.During moral time, Oh great..My very first C ..I was so shocked that i actually cried LoL..Well 10 minutes before recess..I went to the canteen then went to the staff room to get the key to open the Koperasi..Well after finding from classrooms to the staff room to the canteen and went all the way back to the staff room..I managed to get the key as i was being rushed by 1 of my friend..It was because she wanted to Photostat something..Well after that..I was worried for 50 minutes trying to find something that teacher gave to me..A printed paper..But it was actually with one of my classmate who took it without my knowing..Well did nothing much today though

Mid Year Troop Camp

2007-06-05T22:22:00.000+08:00

I haven't been blogging for quite some time so since I'm free right now ,i shall blog about the camp.
Well on the first day,while walking to our campsite, we kinda look like turtles.One bag in front and another at the back lol.Digging holes 2 feet deep and using ur hands at times hurts..lol especially when the ground has plenty of stones which took some time to take out.Well all the girls cleared campsite and dig holes while the guys chopped bamboos.Cooking on the floor for the first day was a really good experience.Chopping food at the river was funny.We accidentally dropped stuff there and we had to quickly pick it up before it floats away.I didn't really sleep much for the 1st night.

Could barely wake up and after washing up,morning exercise and breakfast we did backwoodsman.My patrol's backwoodsman chicken turned out not bad lol.There was two patrol that cooked fish and omg..it attracted flies.We did gadget building after that i think.Dinner was okay.At least there was a table to cook on lol.We had a small gathering that night.Each of us had a nickname and we went to bed.I had a bad rash that day that made me walk like a crab.

3rd morning was the same and we went to the waterfall.We use the river instead of the road.Well the waterfall was just nice.Cooling.It was fun watching Yee En playing with the guys such as asking them to do pumping in the water and washing their hair.Well i fell and got cut by a rock.We cooked our maggi mee and went back.Each patrol had to build a boat for it to float.Whichever reaches the end wins.Well my patrol nearly won but got stuck and cannot go through lol.After that we had our semaphore competition.It was quite funny because my patrol cheated from the beginning but anyway we were told to cheat without being caught at the end.And after that we were told that in life sometimes we have to take a shorter route as long it doesnt bring any harm..We had our commando cross and well i learnt something from here.Always wear LONG pants.It hurts a lot.MK or shall i say Cultural Night was quite fun..Our patrol hurricane's patrol song was real funny..

4th day we cleared up and everything.Isnt much to post about the last day.Thankfully didnt get any leech bites.

Well here I am having more than 50 bites on my face and as for my legs and hands..Wow plenty haha.And I have a swollen left foot.It looks FAT haha..Body itches right now .Thats all for my post.Will try to post the pictures.Well even better.check out aun wei's blog

EXAMS ARE OVER! TEMPORARY FREEDOM

2007-05-24T00:19:00.000+08:00

Exams are over and i am so glad but kinda disappointed with myself.Oh well there is always end term.Holidays i cant wait for it.Gonna meet up with my friend who is studying in Singapore.And gonna do some cheeky stuff during the hols..Doubt so but will do 1 hehe..
Will spend the hols going out,reading and drawing.Will take some time to change to be a better person as well..Btw kor..If you're reading this..How have u been?I havent seen u online for quite sometime.
I am not in a mood to blog so i shall end it here :P

Exams Exams Exams

2007-05-20T12:00:00.000+08:00

5 days down 3 more to go.Haven't been blogging lately because haven't had the mood to do so.Didn't really had a good week.Oh well.Just looking forward to my results and holidays.Really want some time to finish up things during the hols.Must think positive thoughts :P.Found some quotation pictures as well.

Happiness

2007-05-05T00:15:00.000+08:00

haven't been blogging lately because i didn't have the mood to do so.Most probably will be blogging after exams or after any events..Don't forget to always stay happy.Happiness doesn't come from what you see or what u get.Happiness is something it comes within your heart.

Never Give Up

2007-04-19T08:57:00.000+08:00

Don't we all agree on this quote?Does giving up actually make u satisfied sometimes?Think about it.Look forward in life and move on.Each time we fall, get up on your feet and tell yourself you can do it.Nothing is impossible and no one can control our thoughts.Only we can control our own thoughts.

PLTC

2007-04-11T10:37:00.000+08:00

Lol on Friday after school ,we went for the camp..After school we quickly walk to Shannen's house and reached there within 5 minutes.We rushed and there was a traffic jam and also we forgot to take our registration slip.We have two registration time and we went for the latest one.We reached at SMK Tropicana at 8.10pm..Good thing we didnt need to set up our tent because the others set up for us..After that, we went to our own groups.I got to meet new friends..We listened to lectures and after that we had this STA(Spare Time Activity) and we went back to our tent after that.

Next morning, we had our morning exercise..Woah everyone cheated at the push ups cause we had more than 40+..Shannen and Vincent went for Morib for some job week and was being told that they'll get a cert. but i think end up they didnt..We learnt about First aid and lashing/knots for the base stations..My gosh they wet us at one station..and great..the scarf colour run..My PJK shirt has a small part of purple colour..Good thing its purple..LoL..After all those, we prepared for our Malam Kebudayaan/Cultural Night..After dinner Shannen and I went to use the toilet. By the time we got back down to the ground floor, some one was blowing the whistle for us to come, so Shannen started running across the courtyard, and i followed behind. My legs hit Shannen's, and then we both hit the floor. She have scrapes and bruises on her body. I only got a small bruise on my left leg .The MK was real fun ..After that we had some footdrills.We had to sew on our PLTC badge on our uniform..Lots of ppl dint bring..I sewed 6 times..Woah my thumb is slightly swollen till now..The badge is super thick..and har har very funny..Someone took a photo while i was sleeping on the bench.

Next morning, we had morning exercise again..Mathew and Shannen manage to finish their STA..and got the Impeesa badge..After that we listened to lecture and we took one photo which everyone is in the photo ..After that we went home..I slept for 4 hours after that lol..Manage to get some of my friend's contacts

Paint Paint Paint

2007-04-02T23:14:00.000+08:00

I've been doing couple of painting lately..
Well I painted the kitchen floor (1st coating) on Friday,and it took me so long to remove the paint from my hands and legs lol
Had a fun day..After hse practice went for painting haha..After that went back to class..Ohhh I miss my lovely BM teacher, Pn. Suaihala..The relief teacher is so scary

On Sunday , I helped my sis paint her cupboard..And hallelujah..I paint paint paint and my hair got paint..And it is white..WHITE~ and spent my afternoon happily painting my plaster of paris..Did a mistake and had to repaint the whole background..

Well today, people kept asking why was my hair white at some part..Some stupid ppl said white hair is it?..at least there were some smart ppl who knew it was paint haha.My lovely monitor..Today my relief teacher called him to write on the board (notes and exercises that teacher left us)..He asked me to write AGAIN!!! Oh well at least he said thankz..

Tomorrow gonna paint the kitchen..Yay i cant wait to get over it..I have no idea why am I posting about this..Oh well...Needed something to post about while waiting for aun wei to pass me some photos on Saturday..Will post about it ASAP..

My Dayz

2007-03-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

On Saturday, I went to school because of replacement.14 people in my class dint go on that day.After coming back from school, after taking me bath ,had to help my bro to fix up a new computer table from IKEA..Had to clean the dusty comp..My bro was fixing it up..His body was full of red spots..Sensitive skin i think..Anywayz had to take my bath at 7+ again..

On Sunday ,I woke up at 7+ in the morning ..Had to go for a workshop with sis and mom..Guess what?I had to wait for them when i went there cause they had sharing..I was in someone's apartment for 2 hours+. Read a book and watch TV..Then had lunch and went for the workshop..
At 6+ i followed my sis to Bukit Kiara to walk..Half way walking, my friend smsed me whether is there any homework..I replied back that i was at Bukit Kiara walking..The next thing he told me was that I may get to see my friend there cause he goes there to play badminton..it is like SWEAT!!!Had briyani rice for dinner

Today about at 3+,i think had food poisoning..Diarrhea...Kept going to the toilet..And was having flu..Went to school in that condition..Took my KH test and all..During recess, i called my mom saying that i want to go home..Really wasnt feeling well..So when my bro came to fetch me..My friends who say him kept saying that I look so much like him..Came home and took medicine..And now here I am

Had to do this

2007-03-26T20:40:00.000+08:00

Layer 1: On the Outside
Name:Chim Li Ching
Birth date: 16th march 1993
Current status: Single and loving it
Eye colour:dark brown
Hair colour:Dark brown
Righty or lefty: Righty

Layer 2:On the Inside
My heritage: Chinese
My fears: Being alone in darkness and height
My weaknesses: Being poke at the waist and being tickle
My perfect pizza:Capsicum,Cheese, pepperoni and few more stuff

Layer 3:Yesterday,Today and Tomorrow
My thought first waking up:What is the time!??!
My bed time:whenever i feel tired
My most missed memory:Being a baby

Layer 4:My pick
Pepsi or Coke: Anything when im thirsty
McD or Burger King: Any
Single or Group Date: No comments
Nike or Adidas: Both to me is about the same
Tea or Nestea: Anything..I aint fussy
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappucino or coffee:I dont take caffeine so yeah

Layer 5:Do you...
Smoke: U think?Of course not..
Curse: hehe used to
Shower:Do u actually think im that dirty to not bathe
Have a crush: U think?Of course
Think u've been in love: Define love
Go to school: Of course
Want to get married:Yeapz
Believe in yourself:Of course
Think you're a health freak: At times hehe

Layer 6:In the past
Drank alcohol:Tried before
Gone to the mall: No ar..Everyday at home..Of course i've been to the mall
Been on stage: Of course
Eaten sushi: Duh!!Of course
Dyed your hair:No thankz..Still young

Layer 7:Have you ever
Played a stripping game:Nopez
Changed who you were to fit in:Not sure

Layer 8:Age you're hoping
To get married:I am only 14..Long way more..

Layer 9:In a guy
Best eye colour:Anything
Best hair colour:black or brown
Short or long hair:Preferably short

Layer 10:What were you doing..
A minute ago:Chatting,listenin to music and this?
An hour ago:Same thing
4.5 hours ago: In school
1 month ago:What do u want to know?
1 year ago:Many things happened..

Layer 11:Finish the sentences...
I love: Myself,Family,Friends,People i know and the world
I feel:Sick?
I hate: Aint that sure.Hate is such a strong word
I hide:nothing?
I miss:Having no responsibilities
I need: rest and medicine

Layer 12:Tag 5 People:
One: Sze Lynn
Two:Sze Ting
Three:Yuen Hee
Four: Caely
Five: Yew Leung

Picture/Photo Day

2007-03-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

Well yesterday and today was photo taking day..During my class photo it actually reminds me of something funny that happened to my monitor..Well it was because his hair was standing up even though he didnt put gel.. Well one guy who had a comb which was placed in a water ermmm water cup..ahhh something like that..The guy actually used that comb which was used by many people to comb my monitor's hair..My monitor rub his hair after that guy combed his hair twice..Then a teacher told him if he keep pushing up he isnt gonna be in the photo..So he sat quietly while being combed hehe..Even the guy said it reminds him of a peacock :P

2nd day of photo taking ..Well for English society i kinda have a bad feeling abt how the photo is gonna come out cause my eye was half open cause of the sun..Most of us could barely open our eyes cos it was painful..Oh well ..and today..Hallelujah..I lost to my monitor in 'Scissors,Paper,Stone'.We played that game to see who takes the buku ponteng, attendance slip and all..Well i lost to all..It is like Oh my Gosh...I had free 4 periods..Did nothing much and have nothing much to blog about here..And kinda worried about my maths and Bm results..Cant really do anything much..Should have waited for all my results to come out then tell all the bad results to my mom first..I used my best results as the 1st..darn wasted..Gotten 21/30 for Sej..Kinda sad but oh well what has been done, has been done.The good news was geography and English test was easy so i got 30/30 for geography and 40/40 for English..So thats all for now..Gonna study harder yet enjoy life cos we are only young once..

Potluck

2007-03-18T09:19:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, My friends and I went to Audrey/Aaron's house for a potluck..Christine and I was the earliest..Her two dogs was BIG and black..Ok after all came, we had our dinner..1 barrel of chicken from KFC , 2 pizzas, nuggets, papadam, and i forgot..We could barely finish all so we played blackjack to choose who to eat..After that we went out walking in the housing estate playing the 'POP' thing where u throw onto the ground and there is light and sound..Well Jonathan gotten hit on the shirt and shoe..It hurts though lol...When we got back we had to eat what we were suppose to eat from the game..Suddenly my friend off the light and Wei Yuen said 'Oh got blackout ar?' =.="".. They came in with a birthday cake with two pandas..So sweet of them..After that we sat down and chat and played this game called cranium..Was really funny though..Soon it was time to go home..I had to bring half a cake home ..Jonathan gave me Ferrero Rocher..And when he gave me ,he was like..To my good assistant monitor lol..and Audrey..She gave me two panda things saying in the card..Guess which part of the present I remind her of me? lol..What they meant was the panda lol..Anywayz they're so sweet.Love them a lot

Hugs to those ppl who set this whole thing up without telling me
(Audrey,Aaron, Wei Yuen, Christine, Jonathan, and not forgetting Vinodhan...)

My Birthday

2007-03-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

Lol Today I am 1 year older..I am getting old..Lol but i am still young :P
Woke up at 11+..A few of my friends remembered my birthday and they gave me a call to wish me..Love Becky a lot for remembering my bd and she called me..So sweet of her..During the afternoon about 3+ i went to Swenson with Wei Yuen, Jeremy Lim, Si Jin and his friend Zhao Xiang..And Hui Xian and Kitt Lei popped by and i was quite touched..Jeremy was making me eat cos i only had 3 eggs for lunch and breakfast together :P.. 5 of us was talking a lot of 'knowledge about gays and all '..We actually corrupted Janie's mind a bit..Came back with Wei Yuen,Si Jin and Zhao Xiang..We all walked home..After i got back..i took a shower and slept for a while..After taking my dinner i called my bro but ended up he called back..Talked to him for a while..
I got a handphone for my this birthday..And love all my friends who remembered my birthday..Love u guys for those who are reading this.. <3

Junior Camp

2007-03-12T11:44:00.000+08:00

On Friday,I reached home at 7.00 and quickly bathe and went out to buy food and came back.Reached school a lil late though.Quickly registered went for the flag break.Good thing it was dark :P. After that we juniors gathered up and was told to build our poncho tents. We finished it a bit late..Before we even finish, we were called by scouter for lecture because we were slow and it seems to the scouter we dont know how to build a poncho tent..After that we sat in the classroom to hear abt the lecture regarding fire lighting..So after the lecture we build a small fire cause we do not want to waste our firewood..After that we washed up and went to sleep..Most of us dint really have proper sleep cause of the mosquitoes although we put mosquito coil.

On Saturday morning, we took our breakfast and did morning exercise and rope climbing..After that we went for our lecture regarding backwoodsman cooking..At 11+ we did our backwoodsman..Somehow i lost my Sage..People kept borrowing my spices. My patrol's chicken was not bad but a lil too salty..After clearing up, we went to the classroom and from there we went for either rope climbing, rope throwing or pioneering which means building a small tripod..
After that we had our halangan komando ..We did duck walk,barrel and all..After that we are allowed to take our bath..And then we took our dinner at 5.30..We help to collect some firewoods for the night..and think of the sketch..At night we had our cultural night..I have to admit, last year the sketch and all was better..Oh well for the seniors i dont know cos my patrol was doing security..After that we so called did our survival night which was suppose to be 4 hours but ended up abt 1-2 hours..After that we tried sleeping in ponchos..My friend and I slept for 45 minutes and after that we quickly get out from there..My face got mosquito bites and not forgetting my hands..we chatted in the scout den..Some of them slept super early whereas i slept at 4 am..My friends were scratching in front of me because i was rubbing my face due to the mosquito bites ..Saw my bro at 2.45am in the morning ...i was shocked..About 5+ my friend woke me up and when to wash our face..i ended up walking with my eyes close when one of the teacher saw me doing so..hehe..After that we went to poncho and slept ..I woke up 7.28 and quickly rush a bit..7.30 we learnt how to do a flag break ceremony ==""..After that we packed up and sat down and sing songs for a while then went to clear up the school..We had our flag break and all of us went home

Most of the juniors having muscle ache here and there

Pork

2007-03-03T22:31:00.000+08:00

It has been some time since i posted anything so well i have nothing much to type abt so i will just post this funny video..

Chinese New Year

2007-02-20T01:15:00.001+08:00

It is already a new lunar year,and this year it is the year of the Fire pig.
Everyone is celebrating CNY for 15 days..And it seems that this year is a good year..Well mostly every year is..Anywayz i shall talk abt my trip to Malacca

My family and I went back to Malacca..I slept during the journey and my bro pushed me away when i leaned on him without knowing....When we reached there the weather was really hot and sunny..Later in the afternoon the weather seems a bit moody...We went to my mom's sis house which is my aunty..then we went to my uncle's house..My siblings played mahjong with my cousins..I just watched them play..After that we went back to my aunty's hse..Had dinner.and went back..The following day when i woke up in my uncle's hse..I saw a dog in front of me..Not directly in front but yeah in front..The dog looked at me and i looked at a dog..I was kinda sleepy at that time lol.Went down and my elder bro was telling me that his leg was sexy with hair..Then we went visiting again..And we reached back in KL at 9-10 pm..And now here i am..relaxing while listening to music..I got ang paus yay lol

My 6km Hike

2007-02-16T06:35:00.000+08:00

It has been weeks since i posted anything..So might as well i post this..Didn't had the time lately ..Anywayz here i start :

I went for my 6km Hike on the 10th of Feb..It was after troop meeting..My friends and I went to the Seapark KFC for our lunch..Thank goodness we manage to go back to school in time..Well we started off at 1Pm..From SMKTS ,we walked to Ming Tien. At first i didnt know abt this place ..But now i know lol..From Ming Tien we walked to Lim Kok Wing..We actually took the overhead bridge near Yuk Chai school..At the end we actually got to know that we can actually just cross the road..When we reached near Lim Kok Wing, we're being told to buy stuff for Yee En..So we went to 7/11.. Started from there we lost Chee Ken..After Lim Kok Wing we walked to Chempaka Buddhist Lodge.We saw the other patrol and somehow i wonder why did we ran..After that we walked to Projet and was given a clue abt someone's sis..Nicole, Nicole..She didnt know lol..It was just her sister after all..We had to draw the school's logo ,so we went in..We asked the kids where to find it..Some of them look scared of us..Luckily there was one small boy wearing the school's PJ shirt..We copied from there..After that we walked to Mobil..But we turned to the overhead bridge way...We use a longer route because we didnt get the clue in time..Oh well..After crossing the overhead bridge, I was so close to my hse...*sigh*..On the way to the closed Mobil, Geoffrey kept poking us with the stick to keep us in line..After Mobil ,we walked back to school..And we were quite glad because the weather was humid.

Somehow i wondered whether did we actually walk 6km..It didnt feel like it cos it seems like quite a short distance..

My Trip To Chiang Mai Vers.2

2007-01-31T23:12:00.000+08:00

27 Jan
Went on another 1 day tour..We're being told we're be traveling 650km altogether back and forth..First we went to the hot springs and then went to a temple in Chiang Saen..We passed Chiang Rai on the way..We also went on a boat ride on the Mekong River..It is 500m wide..We went to the Golden Triangle.Found out why is it called Golden..It was because of those days they trade opium..and Triangle because it is a border between Laos,Myanmar and Thailand..before we reached the golden triangle we dropped by at Laos..Had lunch after that and we went to 2 tribe village..The Akha (they speak Hakka) and the Meo..and after that we sat in the car for 3 and a half hour..Oh My Goodness...This trip we spent a lot of time sitting in the car..lol..

28 Jan
Today we took a red taxi..We went to this temple called Wat Suthep Rajvoravihara ..It was really cold that day..The temple is uphill..We went up by taking a lift and came down by walking down the 306 steps..After the temple we went to factories such as the leather factory...Was sick of hearing the salesgirl telling us that the stingray skin means lucky more than 15 times..Oh gosh..We also went to the silk,lacquer ,silver ,a shop selling tribe things and gem shop..After that we went for lunch and went to a shop selling umbrellas..My bro kept asking my mom to buy a few umbrellas..Went to this place selling honey..We learnt how to know whether is it pure honey..If u put on honey and the tissue and the tissue doesnt get wet means its pure honey..Another way is u put honey on a match and light it..if it doesnt light up means it isnt pure honey..Last way is u put honey on a transparent plate and u put some water and u turn for 10s and after some time it looks like honeycomb..After that we went back and bro and mom went for massage again..The funny part today was watching my bro and mom debating whether to buy the things or not..Aihz my bro ar..Kept asking my mom to buy umbrellas and honey hahaha..

29 Jan
Went home ..

thats all abt my trip

My Trip To Chiang Mai Vers.1

2007-01-31T09:49:00.000+08:00

Well I do hope if i type abt my trip it wouldnt be too long..Here it goes:

25th Jan
I went to Chiang Mai by AirAsia with my mom and elder bro..We woke up at 5am because the taxi will be coming at 6am.When we reached Chiang Mai ,we went to the guesthouse called the Bamboo Den..Then my bro settled all the tours we wanted to go..After that ,we walked around and came across this temple which has 3 jade buddha..After walking some time we went back to the guesthouse and my mom and bro went for massage but i stayed in the gueshouse..We went to the night bazaar at night..We ate at this place for dinner and my bro was really 'smart'..He ordered 2 crabs without asking the price and it came out to be Rm80+ or shall i say 812bath..He was stunned..Oh well at least he learnt something...

26th Jan
We woke up early cos the tour van was going to pick us up..There were 10 ppl in the tour including us..1 old couple..the rest are abt 20-30 yrs old..The first thing we did was went for jungle trekking up the hill to see a hill tribe..After that we went for elephant riding..Somehow my mom and I gotten the smallest elephant compare to others..At the starting point we had to buy food for the elephant or else the elephant insist on not moving..There were also a baby elephant that is 1 yr+..At one point, the baby elephant walked under my elephant..its head was under the elephant's back..Guess what?? The elephant im sitting on shit on the baby elephant..Overall it was a fun ride..After that we had lunch and went to see another tribe but didnt had to walk much..maybe less than 500m..We went to the waterfall..The water was cold but the tour guide define it as warm lol..We Went for river rafting later on..the river was quite calm..We're told that we'll get 90% wet but when we got there we're wondering how to get wet with this type of flow..After sitting for a while, we got to know ..The 3 rafts including the one i sat on are from our tour..one guy on each raft to guide the raft..Well i got splashed by water..Everyone got splashed..We're told that No Wet,No Fun..They also used the bamboo stick and whack the water so that the water will splash..We're actually more like 100% wet than 90%..Somehow my leg got stuck between the bamboos..aikz..almost all of us fell into the river..the other two raft always got capsize because of the guy who rows..They did it on purpose to get us wet..Had a tiring day but Fun..Went back to the guesthouse to rest..

To be continued...

Nine wayz to worry less and accomplish more

2007-01-18T10:50:00.000+08:00

I was searching for my stuff online when i came across this..In my mind i said why not i post this for others to read as well..Well here it is

1. Don't think of problems as difficulties. Think of them as opportunities for action.

2. Keep busy. Keep the 24 hours of your day filled with these three ingredients: work, recreation, and sleep. Don't allow yourself time for abstract thinking.

3. Don't concern yourself with things you can't do anything about. Armchair generals don't win battles, but they do have nervous breakdowns.

4. For the time being anyway, eliminate daydreaming completely. Stop building air castles.

5. Don't procrastinate. Putting off an unpleasant task until tomorrow simply gives you more time for your imagination to make a mountain out a possible molehill. More time for anxiety to sap your self-confidence. Do it now, brother, do it now.

6. Don't pour woes and anxieties to other people. You don't want their sympathy - it'll merely make it easy for you to feel sorrier for yourself.

7. Get up as soon as you wake up. If you lie in bed, you may use up as much nervous energy living your day in advance as you would in actual accomplishment of the day's work.

8. Try to arrange your schedule so that you will not have to hurry. Hurry, a blood brother to worry, helps shatter poise and self-confidence, and contributes to fear and anxiety.

9. If a project seems too big, break it up into simple steps of action. Then negotiate those steps-link rungs in a ladder...one at a time. And don't allow yourself to think about the difficulties of step number two until you've executed step number one.

Busy Dayz

2007-01-17T21:46:00.000+08:00

I havent been posting for almost 2 weeks..Thats quite long though..Oh well..One reason was partly because my comp was having some prob before this..My bro had to reformat the comp..Another reason is also partly because I've been a bit bz with stuff like studies,scouts ,english society and all..So i dint really have the time to blog..It seems that people are busy nowadays..

Funny thing is that i received a phone call at 9.20 am in the morning and i asked my mom who was it? And the person was my teacher..I was a bit shocked back then but i guessed correctly which teacher was it..I had to do english socity stuff by editing false info cause that was what i was told to do..My teacher will re-do when she gets the info cause she had to pass the info to the ermm i cant remember what today..

I'll be missing abt 3 days of school next week starting on thursday..once i come back i'll have lots of things to catch up once i come back..Oh well..I was being told to update so this is all for now..

Kinda bz finding some stuff for school work..Adioz

School Reopen

2007-01-05T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmm school started on Wednesday..We did nothing much besides selecting monitor and so on..Saw some of the cute lil form 1 although some of them are taller than me..On Thursday ,did the same thing..Even today i did the same thing..Lazy schooling days lol..Well at least today I had a cooling morning..Took a hot bath and read a book while listening to music..Was a great morning for me..Well it is already Friday..The week is gonna end..At least I am enjoying myself..I have no idea why am i blogging this..Oh well..

A New Year,A New Beginning,New Resolutions

2007-01-01T09:34:00.000+08:00

It is already 2007..Last year has past..It is a new start..Well almost everyone lists down some of their resolutions including me..My mom asked me and i told her a few..My resolutions are:
1) To improve myself
2) To be a better person
3) To gain more knowledge and wisdom
4) To get better grades
5) To be more independent and caring..
6) Lose weight
and thats abt it i can think of now

Oh well...I hope to achieve it..
Thats all about my resolutions for this year

Quotes

2006-12-26T12:41:00.000+08:00

"Learn to get in touch with silence within yourself, And know that everything in this life has a purpose.There are no mistakes, No coincidences, All events are blessings given to us to learn from".

I just like this quote..Every thing that happens to us happen for a reason..Take is as an opportunity to learn.."From every crisis, there is a chance for us to be reborn"..."Life is not advancement. It is growth. It does not move upwards but expands outwards in all directions"..If we think positive,you'll tend to notice that things work out better..Sometimes not everything goes our way but we have to learn to accept it..

And sometimes there is no benefits worrying about things..Worry doesn't solve anything..Find a way to solve it instead of sitting down worrying and doing nothing to help the situation..:"Worry a little every day and in a lifetime you will lose a couple of years. If something is wrong, fix it if you can. But train yourself not to worry. Worry never fixes anything."

Most probably this is the last post about quotes and all for this year..

Holz with friends

2006-12-23T14:22:00.000+08:00

Wahhhh at last i managed to sign in my blogspot..It was really irritating that i couldnt load the page..It has been abt 9 days since i posted anything..Oh well, I spent my days doing the same ol' stuff...I wish school reopens soon..Anyways it is..Another 2 more weeks..

Went out with my friends yesterday...We had lunch before we entered the cinema..We spent 15 minutes eating at KFC and my friends stuffed mashed potato into my bag..And it isnt those small lil size of container but the bigger size...Luckily nothing happened..We went into the cinema and watch the show 'Eragon'...It wasnt really that nice..

Later on, a few of my friends and I went to MPH cause one of my friend wanted to buy presents for her family members..Then later ,we went to the arcade...Oh well I am quite bad in games :P...After some time ,we went to A&W.. 3 of my friends and I sat down and we started talking about names...Celine was giving us and some other of my friends christian names..lol..Well I still disagree with the name she gave me....

At 5 p.m. some of my friends went home and left a few of us...We just walked around looking for pressies, but somehow my friend ,Si Jin kept talking without looking around for present..We did talked abt homosexuals and religion (sensitive issue)...They just cant seem to stop talking abt it..
My friends managed to get their presents..I followed my friend home..Reached home abt 8pm..Been at 1U for 7 hours plus..Slept at 11..

And today I'll be going to my friend's church..For christmas celebration..

Will post abt it later tonight once i come back or tomorrow if I am able to sign in again lol

My Elder Bro

2006-12-14T17:01:00.000+08:00

Nowadays i hardly have anything to post abt..Maybe because no inspiration,mental block, nthing interesting happen, Etc. etc.Well this is why I am gonna post abt my elder bro.Maybe because he has playing around last night.Let me post some examples:

1st- I was playing solitaire with my friend on msn and he comes into the room and asked me what game am i playing?so he took over because he wanted to play..He pretended to be me and told my friend that I am depressed..So that she was distracted... =.=""

2nd- I am sure u guys seen dragon ball..Well he did those action that Goku did and hit lightly on my back..thank goodness he hit lightly..Sometimes i get slightly hard ones

3rd -He was drinking coffee and asked me whether do I want it or not..And he said it is nice in mandarin..He was being sarcastic in a way though cause he asked me at 1 am in the morning..and he knows that my mandarin is quite bad..He also asked me to ask my online friend whether she wants coffee... weird huh?

4th and lastly not least - There was 1 of my online friend asking what is the name of my school..He made my school name sounds so nice... He put National Secondary School of South East Asia Park..Well it is true if u were to translate it..Oh well...

and the thing was he kept entering the study room which made me had a hard chatting with my friends..He also made sounds like Hisssssssssssss and so on..creepy sounds

Well these are a few things that my bro do to me when he is bored..It is fun though lol..I poke his waist hehe..It's tempting to poke when he almost open ur msn msg from ur friends cause i am sure no one wants their sibling to read their conversation with friends..Well no matter what i love him lotz and and not forgetting my lovely family

My Dhamma Camp

2006-12-07T11:46:00.000+08:00

1 day before the camp i found out that one of my schoolmate was going, phew..Somehow i manage to go for this camp thankz to my sis cos i dint join the BUBS..
The 1st Day
When I was there,I knew no one..No long after got to meet new friends..Got to know that there was actually people who brought 10 shirts for a 3 days 2 night camp..After puja ,we had games..and then lunch..we had to eat mindfully..Then we had lying meditation..Shoot..I fell asleep..oh well...abt 97% of us fell asleep..Not long after there was a monk who drop by and gave us a bit of dhamma..We played this concentration game called Sea and Sand..We had this game compass reading and finding clues and all..The sun was really bright and the weather was darn hot..I took the fastest bath during this camp..5 minutes including washing hair and all..We watched the show 'Matrix'..There were a few things we supposed to learn from it..We're freezing in the room..When we went back to our rooms,we saw the guys room and we laughed..There were mattresses with nemo,teddy bear pic on it..cause most of them dint bring sleeping bag..

2nd Day
Woke up and did morning exercise including 1 part of yoga..During lunch,we did metta before eating..We ended up reciting our metta super fast until we're told to slow down lol..We did lying meditation once again and guess what? I fell asleep again..When Jeff Oliver rang the bell, all of us woke up..except for 3 guys who couldnt get up and was sleeping soundly =.=..2nd day outdoor games i dint go..heard was hard..my eye wasnt feeling fine so i dint go lol..Night time we had a skecth...Was a total failure for my team..Dint had much co-operation..Aihz..Oh well..

3rd Day
Had breakfast and did meditation again..Sitting and standing meditation..Not forgetting puja everyday..Actually i dint know anything abt puja until i came for this 'camp',The food was real tasty and good..We sang songs and played games..Then we did outdoor activities which was telematch this time..Tug-of-war, one guy fell and fall over me..Ouch!..then we had a gathering and then we took a group pic..Then we had our tea break..And we went home from there..

I slept for 12 hours..Darn it..Here i am having a slight backache cos my sleeping bag was thin..and i dint put mattress on the floor to sleep below the sleeping bag..luckily 2nd night i did..And there was one game,i knock against one guy..Ouchies!!haha but had a good time and some of the 10 yr old boys are so cute..small size and some of them were plump..they looked like 5-7 yrs old..

Changes

2006-12-03T14:46:00.000+08:00

Life goes through changes so fast, you think your life is great then one of your best friend dies.Then you think you found someone you truly love, only to figure out he/she doesnt love you back. You cry and cry and cry but nothing changes. You realize that u must accept things for what they are and what they have made you become. Everything in life changes you in some way.Even the smallest things.If you dont accept these changes, you dont accept yourself.For through these changes brings new and greater things to you ,making you wiser as time progresses.,To avoid these changes is a loss..You only live your life once.Do not waste a minute of it avoiding things.Let them come to you and learn from them.
From this we also learn to accept things...This is actually one of the quote which i like..It teaches everyone something..To be more aware..
Thats all for today i guess

Lazy Dayz

2006-12-03T14:04:00.000+08:00

Wow it has actually been 1 week since i posted anything..Well maybe it is because i had been doing the same ol' thing again and again..Typical stuff..Welli am underage to have a part time job..And cant really go out much..Reading also there is one more problem which is i finished reading all my story books, and the books mom wants me to read also i cant read...My sis bringing one of the book to SG and my mom is reading the other one =.=" ...Using comp is ok but it isnt good for our eyes...So sometimes since i have nothing to read, i surf the net to read some things...

I am actually spamming a bit here lol..Well at least tomorrow i am going for dharma camp..Wouldnt be back till Wed..Still wondering how am i coming home hmmmm...Havent pack my bag yet, but there are actually very few things to pack cos it is at the centre..Just clothings and sleeping bag...I can actually just bring my school bag lol..

Hmmm hopefully i buy my books soon..My brain cells are dying each day lol..Which is quite bad in a way..Everyday lazing around,doing chores and all until dint really exercise my mind..
I think thats all i gonna post today though..Maybe there is one more coming up..

Days Passing By

2006-11-26T20:33:00.000+08:00

Hmmm I shall start from yesterday...Had guest over for dinner...Got two lil girl came..Their names are Ranko and Reika..Super cute lol..The youngest one,Reika was poking me with a satay stick 0.0 ...It was kinda painful..but oh well

Well today ,I got up the earliest..I was the only person awake and it was 7.30..Didnt want to sleep back again because i am worried no one is going to wake me up for the so called scouts meeting i had today... My mom woke up after i was being sent to school by my sis..Good thing i got up myself..Had to boil my own water and all.. My sis made me eat breakfast which is pulut hitam... =.=.. Chat with my bro who is in Australia now for a while.. He gave me some advice..I'll make a post on that advice though.. Went to school to wash tents and so on and i was actually quite early eventhough i was 10 minutes late..

It was quite a great experience being in school alone for 20 minutes.. No one was around.. Super quiet 0.0 ..My mom came late whereas everyone else went home.. Had my lunch and all... Took a short nap.. Had quite a disturb sleep.. When i almost fell asleep, someone called me and asked me whether can she buy her school books tmr... I was like OMG,this type of questions also must ask me =.="".. Aihz...

Went to my kai ma's place..I was expecting to get a whack/hit from her for the blessing but didnt ...Phew...thank goodness..Anywayz wasted my advance crying last night..Was kinda worried like some stress person..Now dont need to worry anymore :P.. Went dinner with her family,my mom,sis and I.. Just got back.. Quite tired..I shall make it short lol.. Gonna post the advice soon... Maybe after this if i dont feel tired or lazy..

Holidayz

2006-11-24T16:18:00.000+08:00

It has already been 4-5 days after the camp..Feeling so much better..I cant wait for my next camp on the 4th-6th Dec..I have been reading 3 books so far..Dont know why nowadays i am in a reading mood...I am so glued to books now..(p/s i am not a bookworm)..Been doing nothing lately..Kinda wasting my holidays in a way..Oh well, need to find something beneficial..

Helped my mom with chores once a while and play with the baby..Cant wait for him to turn 6 months :P...I am just so bored so i decided to post something...Still thinking of posting something to do with philosophy but still havent have any idea yet..Btw for those ppl who are reading this...U ppl can download this few songs by BoA which are atlantis princess , The Lights of Seoul, Every Heart ,Winter Love, My sweetie and everlasting..

Thats all i will be posting for now...So bored that i think my posts are boring now :P
What to do??oh well
Adios, Sayonara and ciouz
And once again i summarize my 4-5 days again..Isnt it easy??

Camp At Ulu Yam

2006-11-20T21:07:00.000+08:00

Went to camp on Friday...Got to know that i actually whack one of the scouters when i was a lil kid...Oh well..Went hiking to our campsite..I was really clumsy during this camp...I tend to fall quite a number of times in the river..Fell 3 times continuosly...Got quite a number of cuts and wounds..I had a great time at camp..I got to bond with people and understand them more..

I like the river..But didnt really like the rocks..lol..I like doing the obstacle course..Played water rugby..It was quite nice watching the scouters play..It was really funny..Got to know that my both my brothers torture people last time...tsk tsk tsk...I had quite a nice time during the cultural night..It was fun to listen to ghost story besides the part where a person besides me grabbed onto me real tight..
The worst and funny part about this camp was the scouters lost to the scouts...My goodness...aih speechless abt that..The juniors dint manage to catch any fish..

Not forgetting the OBH (Operasi Burung Hantu)..It was quite boring sitting down..But at least i have a friend beside me...Hmmm I just got to know why didnt my elder bro went to the camp to meet up with the other scouters...He didnt know the way lol..The hike back to the place where the bus stopped to fetch us back was quite fast..Actually it is because we're going downhill..When i went home, I showed my mom and bro my wounds.They asked my how did i get so many cuts and wounds..Anywayz after that i took a hot shower and applied yellow lotion...My bro was real comforting abt my wounds..He say my wounds look horrible..

Newayz thats all for now...I summarize my 4 days..

2 Dayz

2006-11-15T23:29:00.000+08:00

Hmmm i cant really remember what i did yesterday..Oh my gosh i cant remember at all what did i do..hmmm oh well let's talk abt today..

Woke up at 7++ to wait for my friend to come over...I was having a patrol meeting at my hse..Was darn irritating that they took so long to confirm..My patrol leader for my troop camp even got irritated...I havent been sleeping much for the past few days though...mostly everyday had been waking up early..Oh well let's continue..All of my patrol members came at 10.We discussed abt the songs,gadgets and so on...I cant wait to do my sketch because it'll be funny to disturb my PL to act as a girl :P...I got to talk to my eldest bro today...Hope to see u soon if ur reading this..

They went home at 1.We change our patrol name from Eagle to Phantom Phoenix...But somehow we dint change the look of the flag..Didnt have the time to re-do so oh well we'll be using that...

My worse nightmare is having my elder bro to pack my bag which will be tmr..Somehow i dont really like the idea of that...Well it is real nice of him...Hopefully he doesnt read this *pray hard*

What Has Been Done,Has Been Done

2006-11-13T23:11:00.000+08:00

Regretting abt the mistakes we make..Well a lot of ppl tend to do regret about it..
Well everyone makes mistakes..No one is perfect in this world...Ppl tend to make mistake..Each mistake we do , we learn from it..
Well why not treat each mistake as a lesson and avoid repeating the same ol' mistake..Instead ppl grieve and regret abt mistakes...and sealed them inside their heart which could cause depression..Yes u can do all those like grieving and sealed them in ur heart but not till the extent..
Everything has to move on...We will meet many obstacles..Move forward and not to cling to the past..Let go of the past..Keep them as memories and lessons...
There is this saying "Yesterday is history,tomorrow is a mystery, today is a gift, that's why it's called the present."

My Typical Day

2006-11-13T22:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm woke up in the morning and my mom fetch me to Taman Aman for a unofficial meeting...Kinda short though but good..came home and played with the baby..some times i really feel like pinching his cheek but cant though...oh well i slept for 2 hours again..

Today ,during the afternoon and evening i do not know why i feel so irritated...No matter whether it is a chore or someone talking to me i still felt irritated...manage to keep my cool...My friend sense that i was feeling irritated..Felt bad abt it though..Gonna apologize to her....Good thing ,she understands me and knew me since std 1..will alwiz be her friend or shall i say best friend lol....Oh well these things happen..Not unusual..spend my afternoon reading and doing chores...typical..

And chat with my bro's friends during at night...I realised that my bro gossip abt me at times with his friends...And which are not true...Aihz oh well what to do?Brothers aihz..But still love them though...hahaha well siblings are great to be with..

Newayz got nth much to post though..Just bored so wanted to post something
That's all for now though

My Dayz Out

2006-11-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

Well I havent been posting anything for the past 2 days...
I shall start of with Friday.I went out with my friends to 1U...from 10.00 to 6.45...was really tired after that..Watched Death Note...The movie was nice and unexpected for the happening because i didnt read the manga and watch the anime...Oh well...There'll be a 2nd movie of Death Note, cant wait for it..

On Saturday, went for scouts in the morning..Played games,learn to use parang again, and so on....My bro went with me 0.0...He walked quite weird though...Oh well, it is his style of walking...Went home and took a so called short nap which is 4 hours lol...Slept quite late at night...My mom slept super early because was tired..

Well today, I woke up and did my own things and help my mom with some chores..The nice part is my 'kai ma' (godmother) came to my hse for a while..She just got back from australia last night..She brought back from stuff that my eldest brother passed it to her to passed it to us...I got a Roxy wallet and 100 AUD...lol...My mom,sis and bro got a few stuff too...It has been some time since i seen my kai ma.. Hmmmm have to go out with my friend soon to buy stuff for the camp..I am so lazy to go out but oh well..lol tmr my mom have to take care of the baby for one last night...The other days just like usual...*pity my mom* she hardly get to sleep..But she go out shopping with her frieds today

Will post once i get back or another day
Adios for now

1st Day of my holiday

2006-11-09T21:12:00.000+08:00

Yesterday my mom had to take care of the baby overnight because the mother had to go to australia and the dad isnt that free cause he has work the next day..So take turns hehe..Woke up and played for a while..He smiles each time i say "Zhe zhe love you"...SO CUTE hehe...lol and my bro reformat the comp too..Got virus..No idea how that happen

Spend my time using comp and confirming who is going for tmr's outing to 1U..My friends and I are going to watch the movie "Death Note". Some ppl say it is nice,some ppl say it isnt. Well i will know abt it tmr hehe...

Nothing much to type abt today though...Yesterday was my last day of school...Quite bz confirming things and being called here and there...Even teacher wants me to teach her how to do friendship band...but didnt manage to show her in time though..oh well..Gonna miss some of my friends...Trying to plan an outing so that i can see my friends again...

Use my sis's phone today to call and SMS ppl hehe...My sis went to India.. Well she let my family use her phone cause she can claim from her company hehe
Spend some time reading today and thinking how to cheer my friend up... Oh well hehe only she can help herself...All that my friends and I can do is advice her and so on..Got to talk to my eldest bro online whom i havent seen for 4 years...He is coming back to malaysia for 2-3 weeks.

Newayz i am quite lazy to type more...Hafta wake my bro up although it is 9.20PM..He needs to study for his finals aka last minute study or should i say burn the midnight oil..hehe..Now got virus again..I think it is because of my bro's game hack..Keep saying it is my fault..Oh well he still have to reformat the comp no matter what though..

RKA Day

2006-11-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hmmm nothing much happen today...nvr had to worried abt this type of days..no complains from teachers though.. the worst could happen is nothing hehe...well it is true though...my class teacher doesnt complain/comment abt me..My class teacher is very nice and a great teacher...Hope she'll be teaching me next year..Anywayz my mom didnt collect my report card this time because she started babysitting... The baby is super cute though lol *making my friend feel jealous* kekeke

My friend's mom had to take my report card including 2 of my other friends... Means altogether she had to collect 4 ppl's report card though. Hmmm it took her abt 1 hour to go to all of our classes..Well at least I photostated my results but didnt manage to have the time to pass it to my mom because she was super busy..It took me 20-30 minutes just to photostat my results because no one was there...One thing nice abt Rka day is that everyone gets to go home early..

When i came home ,I played with the baby for a while.. Wanted to take a nap but couldnt sleep ..Even the baby wanted to sleep but didnt manage too hehe...FYI it has nothing to do with me nor the baby that both of us couldnt sleep but after the baby when back, i manage to get 2 hours nap..
Spend my evening with my mom and bro...Wonder why that nowadays my bro tend to disturb me..Well it is fun at times..

Newayz thats all for today..wanna sleep soon hehe

Myselfz

2006-11-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

Well I am a 13 year old girl with a mentality of an older person according to what my older friends told me.. Hmmm lately my life seems great..Have lotz of friends whom I love and also not forgetting my family and teachers.. If anyone needs someone to talk to abt their problems, u can always find me. I wouldn’t mind listening…somehow i really welcome those ppl no matter what..i would really want to see everyone leading a happy life.well i know thats hard to wish for but that isnt impossible.

Neways my Horoscope is Pisces..Well I admit I may be very sensitive at times. Still trying to change that though..Hmmm most of the time u would see me smiling..oh well enough of that..what else I haven’t mention abt myself…hmmm Well I love bright colours especially green, yellow, red and purple/violet.. I love listening to music and also dancing..

I am a talkative person..So if anyone is feeling bored is welcome to chat with me.I also like reading philosophy books or quotes. It seems to be quite interesting for me though.. I have interest in semi precious stones and art & craft. I like certain types of sports and activities. I don’t mind to try anything new.

If anyone is interested in numerology, please tell me.. I think I should make it short.. This is becoming like a long essay.. who wants to read long essay abt someone lol… if anyone wanna know more abt me , just add me in friendster. Thatz all for now hehe

Thankz for spending some of ur time to read my blog.

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